Have you ever done something awful and degrading? You thought it will disappoint the person you feel important in your life and you decided not to tell her/him about that? Or maybe you thought he/she might as well knew about it sooner or later and you decided to avoid him/her in every opportunity comes?

You were afraid of his/her thought. The thought of him/her beating the crap out of you made things even worse. Soon enough before you realize it, it has been months since the last time you talk to him/her. You chickened out to confront with your own fear. You thought it's best to let the nature and time take their course (You want him/her to call you first).

But, he/she never called you. You gave up waiting and you took a hell of a step to call him/her. You were ready to swallow your pride. You realized he/she might swear at you for God knows how long, so you prepared a well-prepared script before you talk to him/her.

Then, you call him/her. Suddenly.....

"Aww....you poor little fella. Why don't you call me sooner...? Allahuakbar..I thought you've committed suicide!" He/She greeted your call with his/her cute baby talk (in my case, she did).

After one nice phone call with him/her, you drew a smirk on your face.

"I fucking did it.....!!" It felt like you were reborned. Kinda like reincarnation (hey, I don't believe it). Pheww....

Edited: She is my lecturer. (17 Nov 2009, 12.40am)